in the public eye.

“Theyve had unfortunate realizations.”

“Everyone who is close to Alec has seen his mental health decline,” she says.

Alec Baldwin attends The Roundabout Gala 2023 at The Ziegfeld Ballroom on March 06, 2023 in New York City

Alec Baldwin.Credit:John Lamparski/Getty

Why couldnt it be me?'"

Youre so dark and it’s so painful."

and I said, ‘I’m happier when I’m asleep than when I’m awake.'"

Alec Baldwin and Hilaria Baldwin with their children in The Baldwins

‘The Baldwins’.Rou Shoots/Warner Bros. Discovery

Sometimes I ask, ‘Why did we have seven kids?’

To help carry me and you through this situation."

She says, “A son lost their mom.

Actor Alec Baldwin speaks with his wife Hilaria Baldwin during his hearing at Santa Fe County District Court on July 10, 2024 in Santa Fe, New Mexico

Alec Baldwin during his 2024 ‘Rust’ trial.Ross D. Franklin - Pool/Getty

We are going to feel and carry this pain forever.”

Hutchins died after she was struck on the chest on the New Mexico set in October 2021.

The premiere features a clip of a shell-shocked Baldwin learning through authorities that Hutchins did not survive.

The Baldwinspremieres Sunday, Feb. 23, on TLC at 10 p.m. ET/PT.