“I realized I was a big old gay.

I was like, that’s what it’s been.

That’s what it is.

Jessica Gunning attends the Los Angeles Special Screening and Photo Call for Netflix’s “Baby Reindeer” at FYSEE at Sunset Las Palmas Studios on June 01, 2024 in Los Angeles, California.

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Do you feel like you’re stepping into yourself in new ways now?

“I came out actually in November ‘22.

And that was a mega, mega thing for me.

I’m surrounded by gays.

Like, all my friends are gay, so it wasn’t that I was I repressing anything.

But I realized I was a big old gay.

I was like, that’s what it’s been.

That’s what it is.”

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“That was a massive moment where everything kind of clicked,” Gunning continued.

“And I made sense of myself then.

But as soon as I realized, I was like, it’s that.

That was the most liberating thing.”

And it took me 36 years.

She called the experience “very freeing and very grounding.

Gadd plays a fictionalized version of himself named Donny.

“How I heal myself and my journey is up to me, really.

Their job is to do what’s right for them at the time .