“I was stuck in this horrific panic that wouldn’t leave.”

“It was just really scary in there,” he recalled.

“I was tied down from my wrist, my waist, and my ankles.

Maurice Benard

‘General Hospital’ star Maurice Benard.ABC

And all I wanted to do was escape the whole time I was there.

‘Get me outta here!

Get me outta here!

Get me out!’

They didn’t know what I had for about a month, maybe two months.”

To him, it was like “the end of the world.”

“I felt a real cold rush in me,” he said.

“And then that night I was shaking like a fish out of water and crying like a baby.

This had never happened in my life.

Paula’s on the bed and I’m like, ‘Baby, I’m done.

What’s going on with me?'”

He continued, “In a calm voice, she says, ‘Honey, you’re fine.

You’re gonna be fine.’

I was stuck in this horrific panic that wouldn’t leave.”

Can somebody like save me?'"

That’s what I thought about every day the tree," he said.

“And I just did everything that I possibly could to survive.”

“That’s the key to me, opening up to you right now as deep as I can.

Because I know other people are listening.”