Heidi Gardnerwas afraid she would face some pretty steep consequences if she burst out laughing while filmingSaturday Night Live.
I just had it in my head [that] I couldnt do it, she explained.
A friend of mine [was] like you know when you spike the camera?

Heidi Gardner on ‘SNL’.Saturday Night Live/Youtube
its like, Mikey spiked you, Heidi, she recalled.
Its like his eyes just go…
He didnt look fully human to me.
He looks like a kangaroo.
Gosling is then moved only for Days Butt-Head to take his seat.
I really tried, she said at the time.
I even saw Mikey out of the corner of my eye seconds before I went live.
I saw the red shorts.
I knew I couldnt look over there again.
Mikey even told me later that he was bending down and hiding himself so I wouldnt see him."
Gardner will get another chance to keep a straight face whenSaturday Night Liveairs tonight at 11:30 p.m. Watch her reflect on the sketch in the clip above.