It doesnt go away yet.

Its with you every day.

Its with you all the time.

Keith Morrison; Matthew Perry

Keith Morrison and Matthew Perry.Mike Smith/NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty Images; David M. Benett/Dave Benett/Getty Images

And theres some new aspect of it that assaults your brain, and its not easy.

He was happy, and he said so.

And he hadnt said that for a long time, Morrison said.

Matthew Perry with mom Suzanne & sister Emily during LA Kings & the Canadian Community Pay Tribute to Garnet “Ace” Bailey at The Canadian Residence in Los Angeles

Matthew Perry with mom Suzanne.Gregg DeGuire/WireImage

And he was right.

Morrison was photographed arriving at his home that night, along with his wife, Suzanne Langford Perry.

Its especially (not easy) for his mom, Morrison added.

In a way our personalities were, as they say, chalk and cheese, he said.

He was loud and out there and funny and aggressive.

He continued, He had that kind of very fiery personality.

And mine is not like that, as it’s possible for you to imagine.

But we got along fine.

I never tried to replace his dad, but I was there for him, and he knew it.

And hed accept help when he needed it.

But as he said himself, it just kept happening, and it was it was a big bear.

It was a tough thing to be big, terrible thing.

He had quit smoking.

He was getting in shape.

He was happy thats all I know.

I was literally texting with him that morning, funny Matty.

He was not in pain.