Warning: This article contains spoilers fromLove Is Blindseason 7, episodes 1-9.

“I discovered the texts just by total coincidence,” Monica tells EW.

“It was like a dagger to the chest in that moment.

Love is Blind Season 7, Episode 8 Monica

Monica Davis, ‘Love Is Blind’.Netflix

Five seconds after, Taylor was asking me, ‘What did they say?’

And they were just going back and forth.”

And when Monica confronted him about the texts, he “wouldn’t tell” her “much.”

Love is Blind Season 7, Episode 8 Stephen

Stephen Richardson, ‘Love Is Blind’.Netflix

You’re right,'" she adds.

“That’s all I could get from him.

He wasn’t really saying much…

I was so devastated.

I was completely caught off guard.

But when asked if that’s where their relationship officially ended, Monica is hesitant to answer.

So, groceries, I think dinner one night it was a couple hundred bucks.”

Watching these latest episodes has “been a lot” for her to relive.

“It’s not fun seeing myself that heartbroken and sad and upset,” Monica says.

“It’s been some time since then, so a lot has happened.

It’s been overwhelming and sad at times.

“I’m so happy I did it, and wouldn’t change a thing,” she says.

New episodes ofLove Is Blindseason 7 drop Wednesdays on Netflix.