“When I stepped out on the stage and looked up at my mothers face every night.
I said hello I said goodbye.
I said Thank you I hope youre proud of me .

Madonna on her Celebration tour.Kevin Mazur/WireImage
I said like protect me and keep me sane,” Madonna’s post continued.
“I would look up at.
Davids Mother -Malita across the stage And have the same thoughts.

Madonna performing on the Celebration tour in Brazil.PABLO PORCIUNCULA/AFP via Getty
Was I doing a good job ?
Is she proud of her Son?
Am I the mother she would want me to be??”
“No Easy way into the motherhood game.
No manual or University Just trial and error and learn and succeed and then fail again.
Finally the realization that they were raising me and not the other way around,” wrote Madonna.
“I always laugh with friends and say motherhood = suffering.
But its not a joke its the truest thing Ive ever said.
But I wouldnt change it for anything.”
“But when the chips were down, my children really showed up for me.
I saw a side to them I had never seen before.
It made all the difference.”