Patricks still with me.

I still have a relationship with him, she told Amy Robach and T.J. Holmes.

Everyday hes with me and I feel him there.

Lisa Niemi and Patrick Swayze

Lisa Niemi and Patrick Swayze.Jean-Paul Aussenard/WireImage

Patrick Swayzes widow, Lisa Niemi, is opening up about her journey finding love after loss.

Niemi feels she got approval from the only source that truly mattered Swayze himself.

I actually had a dream, when we were looking at getting married, she recalled.

It was like he was resurrected.

Thank god youre back!'

And that has nothing to do with it.'

It was like giving a blessing."

I got a lot of flak its like, How dare you.

Go ahead, tell me just because I lost my husband that I dont love him anymore.

Swayze died at 57 in 2009, two years after being diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.

The couple previously married in 1975 and were together until he passed.

Because I’m a buck up kinda girl.

I can take it.

‘This is not loneliness I’m feeling, I’m dealing with grief.’

But it was so wonderful when he came into my life."

I felt like I was already married, in a way."

And Im here to love you now.

As for those who wonder how she could forget about Patrick, Niemi laughed, Are you kidding me?

Patricks still with me.

I still have a relationship with him.

Its just, hes physically not here.

Everyday hes with me and I feel him there.

you might listen to Niemi reflect on her marriage to Swayze in the podcast above.

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