Rapp recalls a night out with a new group of friends in early 2022 that went sideways.
“I was drugged, and I had just been missing for seven hours,” Rapp continued.
“I stopped being friends with those people and stopped doing as much partying as I was doing.

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I told my parents, told some of my friends.
Her friend and co-writer, Alexander 23, a.k.a.
Alexander Glantz, provided some much-appreciated encouragement.
“We started writing it, and it was just the two of us.
And the entire time I was writing it, I felt nothing,” Rapp recalled.
But for me, that whole year of my life was inherent resilience.”