The second jury member admits she had “diarrhea of the mouth” at Tribal.

What’s been the most surprising thing you’ve learned watching the show?

He thinks it’s really weird….

Chrissy Sarnowsky on ‘Survivor 48’

Chrissy Sarnowsky on ‘Survivor 48’.Credit:Robert Voets/CBS

I thought I had a bigger handle on the game than I think I actually did.

I’m watching these kids I call ‘em kids because I’m a lot older and wow.

They really were strategic.

Chrissy Sarnowsky on ‘Survivor 48’

Chrissy Sarnowsky on ‘Survivor 48’.Robert Voets/CBS

Did you know you were going home at that point and just wanted to go out swinging?

Apparently when I go to tribal council, I just have diarrhea of the mouth.

I can’t help it.

Kamilla Karthigesu, Shauhin Davari, Eva Erickson, Joe Hunter, Chrissy Sarnowsky, Kyle Fraser, Star Toomey, Mitch Guerra, Mary Zheng and David Kinne on ‘Survivor 48’

Kamilla Karthigesu, Shauhin Davari, Eva Erickson, Joe Hunter, Chrissy Sarnowsky, Kyle Fraser, Star Toomey, Mitch Guerra, Mary Zheng and David Kinne on ‘Survivor 48’.Robert Voets/CBS

I don’t know what it is.

He wouldn’t even turn his head to look at me, and that pissed me off even more.

And once you tell the big dog that I’m going after him…. That didn’t go over well with David…

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They didn’t show it but at one point, David was literally yelling at me.

I remember turning around going, “Who are you yelling at?”

I apparently got him so upset.

Jeff Probst on ‘Survivor 48’

But I didn’t know that David was pushingKamilla.

I would’ve had some background to go on and not force the issue.

But I had no idea.

I might’ve had a fighting chance if I would’ve known.

Did it surprise you that people weren’t willing to turn on the big guys?

It’s called King of the Hill.

And I just viewed Joe as King of the Hill, and Eva sitting on his little side.

And nobody wanted to run up and push the king of the hills off the hill.

Watching them in camp…. We would all go and walk and do our little side talks.

They just sat there right in front of everybody and talked strategy.

They didn’t even have to go hide it.

How emotionally challenging was this experience?

Do you remember last season,Andy had that freak out about how nobody likes himand stuff.

And I’m watching it like, “God, Andy, grow up.”

And now I get out there, and on night one I was freaking myself out.

I was like,Nobody likes me.

I’m not making these connections.

So I thank her for that.

Did you feel that alliance falling apart?

I felt, and I saw that I was losing David.

I think Kyle and Kamilla were playing the middle.

I think they would’ve went whatever way would’ve suited them.

But I saw in David’s eyes….

They don’t show it, but I sobbed.

I didn’t cry the whole time except the one conversation with David.

But David wanted to play games with Joe, that’s all.

David really wanted to be the tough guy and do these games.

And I was like, “You’re losing the whole point of the game!

You want to win a million dollars!”

And I think he just went the other way.

Anything you wish you’d done differently with the information you had in the moment?

Well, I wish I would’ve got a number one, for sure.

I don’t know who it would’ve been, because it seemed like people paired up pretty quick.

I should have seen the Kyle-Kamilla connection….

But yeah, no, I’m alright with the way I played, I guess….

I hadCedrek,Sai,Bianca, and Mitch all the people on the bottom.

I had nobody that was sitting on the top that I could form bonds with.

Everyone else was forming bonds with people who are still there.

I was forming bonds, but with people that were all going to be voted out.

That was tough to overcome once we made the merge.

If they asked to play again, would you?

Oh hell yeah, I would.