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The Bachelor’s Beverly Ortega has broken her silence.

A common stomach ache turned into “throwing up,” and then into “excruciating pain.

I’m continuing to throw up.

The Bachelor- Still on a high following night one, Grant and the women continue their journey for love in Los Angeles. With exciting dates that tap Grant’s love of sports, music and playful energy, jealousy amongst the women leads to a tense cocktail party.

Beverly Ortega and Grant Ellis on ‘The Bachelor’.Credit:John Fleenor/Disney

It’s like a mess.

This goes on for 12 hours,” she recalled.

It took a trip to the emergency room to discover how serious the problem really was.

THE BACHELOR - ABC’s “The Bachelor” stars Beverly.

Beverly Ortega for ‘The Bachelor’.Matt Sayles/Disney

The 30-year-old insurance agent was never seen again.

I’m going to get to eat, sleep, just relax, no drama."

I was like, ‘I know my body.

I’m listening to my body.

Something is not okay’…

They end up taking me to the hospital because I was not okay.

They gave me IV.

I was there for three hours.

They gave me morphine.

The pain finally went away.

But I was like, ‘What is wrong with me?’

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Ortega explained that the diagnosis put her in a state of fear and confusion.

“At that point, I still was not really processing…

I already in 2018 got my gallbladder removed.

Now my appendix is being removed.

I’m losing organs left and right.

I’m like, ‘What is going on?'”

But Ortega wasn’t able to move on as quickly.

“Honestly, it took me a month and a half to recover emotionally,” she explained.

“Physically, obviously, I was okay.

But emotionally, I was not.

I left with the ‘what if,’ and obviously, we were building a connection.”

They never showed us kissing."

Which according to Ortega, they did, just “not the first night.”