And, in the last year, I was really grateful that we were able to spend time together.

And that’s staying with me, definitely, in my heart.

Tori Spelling/Instagram

Dohertydied July 13 at age 53following a long battle with breast cancer.

Tori Spelling and Shannen Doherty

Tori Spelling and Shannen Doherty.Tori Spelling/Instagram

But this year, when I got the call, I was like, You know what?

I’m really trying to turn things around and find myself.

So I was like, What scares me the most is gonna push me forward in life.

ABC’s “Dancing with the Stars” stars Tori Spelling

Tori Spelling on ‘Dancing With the Stars’.Disney/Andrew Eccles

So I’m doing it.

Im the girl at the shopping mall.

Im like, Well see!

Oh, no, screw it!

I’m going to be a different me now: I want to win!

Dancing With the Starspremieres on Sept. 17 at 8 p.m.

ET on ABC and Disney+, with episodes streaming the next day on Hulu.