“I haven’t harmed anything with a heartbeat in a long time.”
Survivorrequires a lot of sacrifice to play.
You have to sacrifice time with your friends and family back home.

Kyle Ostwald on ‘Survivor 47’.CBS
Some people sacrifice their jobs to head overseas.
And pretty much everyone at one point in the game sacrifices their sanity.
“I think I’m going to do it,” he tells TK.

Kyle Ostwald on ‘Survivor 47’.CBS
“I haven’t eaten a meat anything in, like, eight years.”
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After being encouraged by TK and Gabe Ortis, Kyle begins eating the crab.
“How’s it taste?”
“Like I’m doing something wrong,” Kyle answers.
“Today, I broke down and I had a bite of crab,” the player explains.
In the end, he takes his tribemates' words to heart.
I want my children, my fiancee to look like, ‘Wow, you inspired me.
I’m proud of you.'"
Except, of course, when cameras are around to capture it.
Check out the exclusive deleted scene for yourself at the top of the article.